epilogue

yes indeed i enjoyed my 3 day vacation with my family. After 3 long years we finally go reunited. My parents, mama noning, my brother nak2 who patiently became an obedient son to my elders, my brother ritchie and his family shiela ang bong2, and finally my brother mar2 who managed to survive in the rural nook of calatagan batangas. I could never thank God enough for that rare chance to be with my family.

I stayed home all day on the 28th day of december. made kinilaw, a spicy raw fish mixed with ginger, coc milk, and sili. i washed the dishes and prepared meals for my family. haaay, i miss the times where i had to act grouchy sometimes since i need to do all the house works... heehehehe =)

for my family, i am always special. and that is more than enough for me to live.

PEBBLES

PEBZ. she became one of my best friends.

last night i stayed in her pad. to drink beer. watch koreanovela. tambay. wala lang.
my ideal rest day.
being comfortable in a place.
and in the company of people you're comfortable with.

haay, i have remaining 98 days to be with her.i still doubt her friendship though. and i don't like the idea of doubting it.

i want her to be my friend forever.

one day, pebz will read this.
if that time comes i want to tell her

"thank you for the friendship."

here we go again...

today would be my 101st day before i resign.

i've been looking forward to my remaining 100 days, and see if the desire is still there. But the dream lingers all throughout my soul. I've always prayed that God may help me in sustaining and nourishing my desire...

I'm almost 50 days determined...

almost there...

R-I-S-K has already been taken...