I am still down here staring up to my dreams to serve. It has been three consecutive Sundays already that I have been attending mass and I can't seem to get the message yet. I want to let go of what I currently have and just be free and be void of any material things that surrounds me... I want to savour life at its very essence... I want to be one with the beauty of nature... And dance along with the flames of a bonfire... and just exist... (chos!)