Last night, I planned to wake up early and prepare my resume and start looking for a job after I report to Nazareth. But then, it's already lunchtime and I am still at home and browsing through the profiles of artists and his profile as well and see an updated picture of him. Why is it hard to let go of a person?
After the mass yesterday, I told myself that I will give it 6 months since we parted ways, so that would be until April 12, 2013. Right now, I choose to go back to those memories when we were still happy with each other's company. His apartment visits is what I've missed the most. His lips and his wavy hair are just irresistible! Haaaay.
Earlier today, my heart kept on pounding really hard. I don't know why, maybe because I have lesser cigarette consumption nowadays due to the sin tax bill. I really do miss him. I know I should be focusing on important things, such as finding a job and finishing my school papers, but I just can't really help but allow my mind to get trapped inside the memory machine of him. It pains me. I want to cry but I can't. But my heart is like being gripped so tight. Oh how I miss him so much! :-(
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