it's my birthday and i am broke, but i am happy =)
i am grateful for my family and friends. and for all the strength that i've acquired to face the challenges of life. i know there's more that awaits me. but i guess i am braver enough to battle with them!
to wrap up my 30th year, he texted me earlier. he finally read my email to him. i wasn't expecting him to text me but he did. he told me that he never blocked me. somebody did it! and it wasn't him whom i chatted with last october 12. but that is just a crazy and lame excuse! although i am still having doubts that the pattern of the sentences wasn't him... and a part of me still believes that he wanted to secure our relationship... i don't have a choice but to move on... and totally forget him... if he really loves me, he should be braver enough to fight for me. i deserve someone better. and he is just out there, together with my dreams of becoming a social worker...
i'll be patiently waiting Lord =)
Thank you for the last 30 years of happiness!
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