for the past few days, i have been searching for an update about his whereabouts, but i always end up with nothing new. a lot of questions went unanswered since he left his last words to me. now, i happened to search for his profile in facebook using a friend's access and there he was... with his post last october 19, "i won't let you slip away thru my hands..." something like that... whatever that means... but i guess he's moving on, and whatever we had is just a short break from his artworks...
it hurt me even more... how can love hurt this much?! i just want to spill all of these tears and be free from the thoughts of him... it's so frustrating... so debilitating for my dreams... so painful...
on the other end of my 'emo' spectrum, i wish him more artworks, more sales, more projects... and i wish that he'll finally reconcile and live happily forever after with his wife...
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